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Hard, Cold World

Prologue  I used to think the world was a place of madness.  The madness that once it consumed you, you became apart of it, unable to break free. A world that is full of ignorance, no control, no sympathy for anyone or any being.  I still think of it that way, at times. But my mind has recently changed. My mind now thinks of the world as the place everything can happen. Everything from being an outcast to accepted, and from thinking the world is full of fools to full of confused and curious people. And sadly, my mind was changed by one of those ignorant, no control, unsympathizing fools. Start  From early on in life, I decided I was different.  I was an exact copy of my father, whose large, rough hands strangled my mother countless times in front of my eyes. My large head, just like his. My honey brown eyes, like his. Even the copper-toned skin, I inherited from him.  It seems like I inherited nothing from my mother, except her emotions.  The em...

Life is Changing

I started this blog over 10 years ago and so much in my life has changed since. 10 years ago I was only 12, an anime obsessed fan-girl(which I still am) but I was going through a lot of pain then and wanted to try my hand at Fanfiction thus the creation of MasterofHearts.  A lot of my dark poetry came from a young girl that didn't understand a lot but felt a lot of pain but I'm better (somewhat) and I've really been working in a different life. So I'll share some of my old dark things but other than that I want to keep it positive-ish.  In 2010 I would have never expected my lie to be going as it is now. Even if my home life was never great it has improved to a degree even though I have lost my mother. Since then I have opened myself socially and did things I never thought I would. I've traveled out of my state to school competitions, competed on a national stage, and won. I've graduated from college, twice.  Last month during this awful pandemic, I earned my Ba...