Life is Changing

I started this blog over 10 years ago and so much in my life has changed since. 10 years ago I was only 12, an anime obsessed fan-girl(which I still am) but I was going through a lot of pain then and wanted to try my hand at Fanfiction thus the creation of MasterofHearts. 

A lot of my dark poetry came from a young girl that didn't understand a lot but felt a lot of pain but I'm better (somewhat) and I've really been working in a different life. So I'll share some of my old dark things but other than that I want to keep it positive-ish. 

In 2010 I would have never expected my lie to be going as it is now. Even if my home life was never great it has improved to a degree even though I have lost my mother. Since then I have opened myself socially and did things I never thought I would. I've traveled out of my state to school competitions, competed on a national stage, and won. I've graduated from college, twice.

 Last month during this awful pandemic, I earned my Bachelor's Degree in Mass Communications (ironic, I know) although jobless like a lot of people, but I never thought I would go to college because my parents didn't finish. 

2020 has been awful for many of us, but I really pray 2021 is better, 

I'm not sure if I will continue to keep this blog the way it is.  I can just make another but I wanted a niche of tea or skincare or both! I've even thought about selling scented oils for a while. 

I'm not sure what the next years of my life will hold, but one thing I will tell my 12 year old self is: It's going to be okay, you'll cry A BUNCH but you'll get better and you will do some amazing things in your life.Just wait. 

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